Lonely Girl Is Always In A Dream, That never will be coming true

Both are written by me. c:
 
They tell me I'll be okay
They tell me I'm fine
They tell me to keep calm
They tell me not to move
They stick the needle in my arm
 
Screaming, fighting, kicking
 
No use!
No use...
 
Sitting in that room
Crying myself to sleep
"You brought this upon yourself."
You are wrong
You brought this upon me
Pushed me to insanity...
 
Held a gun to your head
You looked me in the eyes
Begged for mercy
Told me how sorry you are
How could you be?
Tell me once
Tell me a second time
 
...
As if I care at all!
 
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I sat still, hugging my legs close to my chest and was careful not to speak.
But, the tears wouldn't stop. They kept coming. I was terrified!
Oh, how I wish it would stop. I never liked crying. I never liked being afraid...
 
Paranoia haunts me everywhere I go and with everything I do.
Insomnia comes and goes as it pleases.
Algophobia? Yes. Very much. But, I love to bring pain to others.
Especially the doctors and nurses. Those evil beings...
 
All they ever brought me was pain!
Nothing but pain.
Always hurting me horribly.
 
Why did it turn out this way for me?
I want an explanation.
I want to know why.
The reason of why they do this.
It's evil.
Pure evil.
 
I want revenge.
I want to see them all suffer.
Each and one of them.
 
All of those needles.
All of those pills.
All those scalpels.
That can be used to kill...

The wind pushed Allison's hair in front of her face. She chuckled softly as Nick moved forward, fixing her hair.
"I never thought someone of your kind could really love a mortal human..." She sighed quietly, now frowning.
Nick also frowned, wrapping his arms around her. "It's alright. I wont live to long after you've gone." He whispered into her ear, softly kissing her. He hugged her tightly and held her, closing his eyes and smiling.
Allison rested her head on his shoulder, scowling. "What do you mean by that?" She asked, pushing him back enough to see his face.
"Don't worry about it, okay?" Nick giggled softly, pulling her into another hug.
Allison stare straight in front of her, sighing softly and thinking of what he could have meant.

And, this is my ghost friend!
 
http://galpal101.polyvore.com/
Dork buddy~! ^__^

I'm useless, but not for long. The future is, coming on. It's coming on, it's coming on.

Why do I keep going on although I suck? ^n^
 

 
Cameron sighed deeply, lying on the couch and watching cartoons. Shadow looked over to him from the kitchen, glaring. "Get over it." He mumbled. Cameron groaned. "Just shut up!" He yelled at him. He stood up, storming to his bedroom and slamming the door.
Shadow sighed softly, turning off the stove. He made a plate for Cameron and took it to him, knocking on the door. "Dinner's done." He said. He heard Cameron laughing his ass off on his bed.
Shadow opened the door, seeing Cameron on his bed, hanging upside down, looking at his phone.
"What the hell are you doing?" He asked, setting the plate on top of the bed-side table.
Cameron bit his lip, sitting up. "Nothing." He mumbled. Shadow looked at his phone, grinning. He quickly took it from his hands and looked at what he was laughing about.
His eyes widened. He threw the phone onto Cameron's bed and looked at him, laughing slightly.
Cameron looked at him, confused. "How is that funny to you?" He asked. Shadow smiled, walking away with no response.
 
Nathan rolled over on the couch, texting with Cameron. Kari yawned loudly. She giggled when she looked at her younger brother. His hair was blue, and not red. It was temporary, of course. Nathan grinned, chuckling. He took his phone, dialing Cameron's number and called him.
The phone rang for a few seconds and Cameron answered.
"Hey. You should come over." Nathan said into the phone. He smiled as Cameron replied that he would be over after he eats dinner.
 
Cameron sat on Nathans bed with him, cuddling. "I'm surprised Shadow didn't freak out after reading the texts." He mumbled.
Nathan smiled. "Well, it's a good thing he didn't, right?" He ruffled Cameron's hair and chuckled. Cameron smiled, nodding.
He reached up and kissed Nathan on the cheek, and just as he did, Sam came into the room with Kari, clapping. "Wedding time~!" Kari said, giggling.
Nathan sighed. "You were spying on us. You used to get mad when I did that to you." He said to Kari, scowling at them.
"Well, we are...almost adults. Respect your elders." Sam told him, grinning.
"You're only three years older than us." Nathan shot back quickly, also grinning.
Sam frowned, pretending to pout. "Well, can't I make believe?"
Cameron sprawled out on the bed, sighing. "Pretending is just a way of life for humans, is it not? Let him. He'll fit in better." He told Nathan.
Nathan nodded. "Of course. Humans always pretend." He said quietly.
 
Cameron left Nathans. And, was now on his way home. He moved his hand up and down slowly, playing with his powers that he was granted with.
He morphed his whole arm into a blade, slashing at branches on a tree. He then morphed his full body into a cat.
After he did so, he realized that if would morph back...he would be nude. And, so, he ran back to Nathans house as quick as he could.
 
Cameron sat at the door step, meowing loudly and clawing at the door.
As soon as Kari opened the door, She started laughing at him. "Nathan!" She called, trying not to laugh.
Cameron sat there, growling.
Nathan came to the door and sighed. He picked Cameron up gently, taking him to his room. "You can borrow some of my clothes. Alright?" He sat putting Cameron onto his bed carefully.
Cameron nodded towards the door for Nathan to leave before he morphed back.
Nathan chuckled, nodding. He bent over and kissed Cameron his forehead before he left the room, teasing him.

Boy, you look so fine. You're just so damn fly.

And thought of "Mama" by MCR or Silent Hill c:

Time For Tea - Emilie Autumn